There are SO many things going on that I have written numerous blog posts in my head about, but my hand pain continues unabated (I've been having trouble getting on the medication that is supposed to help, a story for later...) so I still can't type very much. Arg! I've decided to try and post shorter than usual posts a bit more often, so that I can at least get things down on paper so to speak. First up: a (likely final) update on the LPR. (There are 3 other parts to this story: 1, 2, 3.)
This all started roughly 8 years ago, and began with voice problems and a chronic cough (of the choking/sputtering till you want to vomit variety) that cropped up after a bad bout of bronchitis (pneumonia?) that I had for the better part of a year around 2008. It was pretty mysterious in the beginning, and I thought surely it would go away, but it's only gotten worse. No treatments have really worked, and I continue to have major issues with LPR and my voice (I can only talk for 30-60 minutes before my throat gets sore and hoarse and I have to stop or else I start getting coughing fits and losing my voice). (Note: In case you're not an LPR sufferer and are confused, LPR is a type of reflux that doesn't give you heartburn, but rather throat, esophagus, and vocal issues.)
As anyone who has this condition will tell you, LPR and specifically the vocal problems it causes have a significant impact on my life - apparently the quality of life impact is even medically documented. It severely limits my ability to communicate, and it also means I can't use voice dictation software regularly to compensate for the joint pain in my hands restricting my ability to type. It deepens my social isolation, intertwining with my being housebound a lot of the time, since I can't talk on the phone or Skype anyone for more than about 30 mins (talking in person requires less projecting so I can often do bit more if it's somewhere quiet), and even if someone wants to come over and visit, one-on-one visits where I have to talk a lot lead to me getting a really sore, hoarse throat long before a typical visit would be done. Often, we just have to watch Netflix so there's not as much talking, unless there are other people to take the conversational burden off me. As someone who LOVES talking and time with people (and writing!), it flat out sucks. Obviously enough, it also affects the amount of work I can do on Textillia, which is already frustratingly small to me.